Should i go for his bff or stay With him and apologies!!?? :'(?

tell him you need to tell him something and he cant talk until you are done. tell him the truth. if he breaks up with you, do not I REPEAT DO NOOOTTTT go back to his bff. under any freakin cirstances!! listen to me! ive been in similiar situations. if he does break up with you, well sorry but you kind of deserve it. and if he doesnt you better try your damndest to treat him right and prove he made the right descision in keeping YOU around.