Wednesday, November 2, 2011
I am a virgin and my boy friend is not?
My boyfriend and I started our relationship three years ago and I quickly fell in love with him. Unfortunantly we broke up as he ended up switching colleges and wanted to go into a new chapter in his life with a clean start. We are young, and he is a guy so I was hurt but didnt put up a fight. Now, we are back together, two years later, and I found out that he has had ... Of course that hurt my heart, I dont understand how he could have with someone if he loved me...supposedly... and if he did have feelings for her I suppose thats more understandable but if not then I dont want to be with someone who just has with anyone... also I dont know how many girls, and I dont want to tell him how badly I am hurt because I cant guilt him for something he cant change but I was really looking foward to losing our virginity together before I had found this out. And now I feel like I cant even have with him. I feel like those girls were probably experienced and I have none, and I wont compare... or that it wont be so special for him because its not his first time. Even if he does love me. It really is a sucky feeling. I hate it. Any advice?
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